Why I Became A Sex Bunny
‘‘What made you became a Sex Bunny?”.
This is the No.1 question I get from my LOVERS™.
At first, I found it odd— This disbelief that a modern young girl might choose this life because she loves sex and wants to be well-compensated with CARROTS™. If it were free, how would we choose wisely? And truth be told… many men don’t cherish what they get for free. I guess most Gentlemen don’t realise what it’s like to be a girl born at the end of the 19th century.
So Hello, name’s Vicky!
A creature I am from a hybrid generation of Millennials dreams & Gen Z disillusionment. As my feminine flower began to bloom, I was part of the first wave of girls caught in a digital age where the art of dating and meaning of sex were completely rewritten..
Growing up in Singapore, we live with the Asian ‘Silent’ culture where sex is a taboo subject in our homes. School only taught us how to use a ‘Condom’ but doesn’t address the emotional side of sex. So like many girls, we had to go with the flow of life but I was more curious than most (I tried everything). The internet flooded us with ads, but real advice? Almost none.
I grew up on Disney fairy tales, where Prince Charming would go to great lengths to save the day. And on Taiwanese love dramas, where the girl always had two handsome suitors fighting for her heart— always devoted through their actions. They painted love unfolding like a fated journey.. Not once did those stories suggest that sex will be expected within first 3 dates before feelings were even allowed to grow— No one waited for love to bloom.
Our adulthood became:
Being ghosted, Emotionless hookups, Request for being an actress in a relationship scene in exchange for financial benefits, Being paid for your beauty & intimacy yet at the same time get insulted due to their ego and for having standards out self love— What a completely different reality!
My journey taught me that sex isn’t just physical acts. I went through a roller coaster of self discovery to learn these painful lessons I gained today. Each pieces of story builds me into a wiser women. Confusing and complex is how my blooming years was.
Nevertheless, I do enjoy being a Sex Bunny where my erotic fantasies and desires are free to reveal themselves and comes to life. But I faced burnout multiple times from the dark and toxic masculinity that thrives on some platforms.
Yet when I played with KINDER BUENO™, it was unexpectedly.. insightful.
I’ve heard so many stories and raw vulnerable truths from my LOVERS™ that changed the way I look at things. I didn’t just became intimate with them but with the truth of the World on topics we don’t talk about enough about outside the bedroom, at least not in Asia.
Sex and Love are powerful forces. Complex, chaotic and painful. But they can be liberating if one dares to hear the truth.
I know one day I will grow bored of this, find it no longer fulfilling and desire something with more depth. But for now, I am still here. Because I know I have limited time left to play before my career demands my full undivided attention.
So, if you truly wish to know Why I become a Sex Bunny, you will have to stay for the full story. Because one thing always leads to another. Right here on this website, I present my Dear Diary confessions— Where me and my lovers each share our stories to you… and the World.